Meaningless Existence

Today I'm in a very somber mood...For the past few days I've sensed and felt immense emptiness in my life. Somehow I dont quite know where I'm heading... And the fact that I have nothing constructive to do the whole day accentuates this fact. During college,atleast I used to be engaged in something or the other...be it lectures,pracs,project work or simply bunking lectures and goofing around in the college campus. But staying home the whole day with nothing to do is getting very boring. Time,days just pass by unknowingly.

I dont know what exactly it is that I'm feeling. Whether its some sort of boredom arising out of nothing to do, or dissatisfaction in whatever little that I'm involved in, or something else. But whatever it is,its really nagging me. I long for a meaningful existence, I long for direction in life, I long for the power to clear the cobwebs in my head.