Who am I...?

I look around everywhere and I see no one. No one like me. Everyone's different. Actually,the truth is that everyone's the same,I'm the one who's different. It just baffles me like crazy. I mean,what's wrong with me? How can it be that I just cant seem to fit in the scheme of things like other people do so easily? Am I totally insane? Or am I meant for other things,something else?

I mean,just take a look at this stupid poem. I find it absolutely insane and fuck shit. Whatever I went (and am going) through during this entire placement' process is the EXACT opposite (and more) of what is described in this bloody poem.

And when I look around,I find everyone's the same as described in this damn poem. I'm really bewildered.... I'm just so radically different from the crowd. I just cant somehow accept this kind of mindset. I mean,its just NOT me! I never ever dream of getting good 'placement',and then feeling on top of the world just bcoz my efforts have paid off, waiting dreamy eyed for that ever-so-important offer letter, desperately waiting to join that oh-so-wonderful company, and wondering when that day will finally come when I'll get my first ever paycheck. Bullshit!! To hell with the company and to hell with the paycheck. It's simply NOT my cup of tea.

Sorry,I'm simply not that kind of person who wants this and the likes of it. I'm not the 9 to 5 job kinda person. And I dunno why,but I've come to a point where I HATE people who are like that. Even if that person happens to be my better half. I DESPISE such people and their lives. My blood begins to boil when I hear people making statements like "Oh so you'll be getting your first salary!!" and "Oh so you've joined your new job!! you must be so happy!!"

I mean cant these people just take a break? Stupid fools.....I really pity such human beings.

Until this time,I used keep wondering endlessly what was wrong with me and why I wasn't like all these other people. But today I'm proud that I dont belong to this class of mediocre rats. I'm proud to be what I am.

And one thing is for certain,whatever happens of me in my life,I'll never change my path come what may.